Had a great weekend up in the nati - rushed home yesterday for Easter with the fam. Always so much fun and damn, mama can cook like no other motha'! Speaking of my mom, wow - she is so nervous Zach and I are going to move to Cinci, I don't blame her, I don't want to go either!!! I love everyone there, it's just not really where I want to live, not to mention I am no where near the frame of mind to sell our house, pack, etc.. I would probably just say f' it - sell everything or burn it all. Wow, I am not in a very good mood today, my appologies.

Come on job - where are you?? I must admit, this no job thing for the both of us is really starting to wear on me, I feel like I am loosing control of so much - especially my mind. This is not my best post ever. Did I mention I am sitting in the bath tub? Ha, ha ... we are fine, just needed a little me time and the bathroom is the only door with a working lock - and thus here I am, if only there was hot water, bubbles, a glass of wine and silence - perfect. I wish it was Tuesday and Biggest Loser was on, guess I will just have to wait for tomorrow.

Wow.

Well it has once again been a long while and yes there is a lot to catch you all up on. For one, I 'officially' quit smoking December 21, 2008. I never thought I would be able to do it, but one day it was just so freakin' cold and I quit, cold turkey. Of course I still love my occasional smoke with a beer but considering everything going on these days with us, I am doing very well, although the 18lbs I have gained and the constant feeding frenzy drives me crazy - I know it's the best thing to do!! So to bring you all even more up to speed, I was laid off from my job in Feb and Zach was laid off in March - and the job market for Graphic Designers in St. Louis sucks big time. I now fill my time with freelancing, facebook, hopefully get back to blogging, and yes, I joined twitter, I am really not that sure, maybe it's Ellen ... she has brained washed me with her crazy dancing and witty charm. Well, it's late ... we are heading out to Cinci for the weekend here in the morning, so I should probably hit the hay. Good night! xoxo

Oh yeah, here is my twitter link: http://twitter.com/blackdogredbarn
I mean we know how great I am at blogging lately - and we cut the internet to our phones so ... could be a big waste - but worth a try.